i fucked up big time...........

hes probably given up on me by now.......................................................

my hearts in pieces now after seeing his last journal im pretty shure he'll leave me

*sigh* im such a horrible person .......... ry-ry all i have to say is im realy sorry for not being on i just got caught up in school, work, sickness....i didnt come on for a long time ............didnt talk ....didnt get to say how much i love you...... all i can do now is pray you wont leave me




you were and are my first love .................i was you second all i hoped was we would have a future ............all we talked about ..............if i lose you ill just give up on love ....... your the sweetest , nicest , most loving and probably the olny one who will ever love me ...

so if you do take the time to read this i hope you know that i will always love you ry-ry


so till we talk again i love you



........... forever?